I really enjoy programming. It made me think a lot and I like that. I love to think by myself. I like solving problems that are tricky. I love mental challenges. It feels so god damn good to solve one of them. It’s like having a real good back massage.

But, it feels so demotivating when you can’t solve it. Yet, again we can always improve. What I’m afraid of most know is thinking that once I reach a certain threshold of not seeing any signs of improvement, I might quit unexpectedly because of my current personality.