I have to be honest. I don't really give a shit about conspiracy theories. Yeah, some of it might be true, but I don't have the energy to focus on it. It's outside of my control, and I always default my reaction to: 'fuck those rich people'.
Short Thoughts
Sometimes, you just want to let your brain fart and say do what it wants. This category is basically my brain’s toilet.
Tug of War
You can never remove uncertainty. You can only reduce it to an extent that it feels non-existent. To be honest, I'm still having a hard time dealing with uncertainty. It still weighs heavily on my mind every single day. Some days I never want to move paralyzed by fear thinking whether what I'm doing today … Continue reading Tug of War
When Pillars Break
I felt being an adult at such a young age. When my support pillars died, I had no choice but to grow up faster so I could survive the real world. It really hit me when everything started to feel like I had only two choices: sink or swim. It's either you adapt or drown … Continue reading When Pillars Break
Unexpected Surprise
The restaurants you always count out and least expect always tend to be the best restaurants.
Running Improvements
It all came to a surprise to me. I neither planned nor foresaw that I'd be improving my athletic feats this 2026. It all began when my partner invited me to join a small running club she found over at Instagram. With the monotonous labor at my job, I decided: why the heck not? So, … Continue reading Running Improvements
Food
I like food and I have an unhealthy relationship with food.
Challenge
Production bugs are always a challenge, especially if the bug is within a system you don't even handle. What's worse, I have no one to ask to. The previous developer resigned and we're left with no choice of learning everything on the fucking spot.
Intentionally Slow
Life has been so rapid to the point I don't even feel I have control anymore. All I want is to drink, eat, and work on something that's intentionally slow and away from all the rapid pace of the everyday world.
I Need Community
I've been on a long rut. It wasn't until I rejoined my local run club that I felt energized again. I like seeing people. I like the shared struggle. I like humanizing work. I want to feel I'm not alone.
Mountains
Daily writing promptDo you have a quote you live your life by or think of often?View all responses There's one quote that stuck with me till this day. It's a quote that I use to anchor myself from all the heavy burdens and responsibilities upon me. These mountains you are carrying, you were only supposed … Continue reading Mountains
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