I’m just gonna keep on writing endlessly, until I remove this negative feeling off me. It annoys me so much that’s the reason why I write. It doesn’t even matter anymore if what I’m writing makes sense.
If what I’m writing is grammatically incorrect or whatever. As long as I get to change the state of what I feel right now, then all is well.
Our behavior is motivated by wanting to feel different. If we are bored we try to do things to get out of boredom. If we are horny, we try to get it off somehow. If we are hungry, we find ways to restrain or satisfy it till were satieted.
Other things like that.