Fuck me in the ass. I’m receiving too much information, and I don’t know how to process them at the moment.

It’s all conflicting. Everything is. Everything that I’ve read, studied, lived, and experience are always in a state of conflict every time I read a book about something.

It’s always been like this, and I always find myself confused even more.

The more I seek to learn more about everything, the more confused I am.

It doesn’t really add up. One thing you noticed a pattern in life, then one thing you to try to reason it out and find out it doesn’t really make any sense.

It’s all so confusing.

Damn, I don’t know what to think about it anymore. Is this true, is that true? What is even true anymore?

I’m so fucking confused.

People kept stating the same things, but in a different perspective. At the same time, they state truths which conflicts the other truth. What? What do I do with this? I want a single concrete answer.

Not some abstract shit that I have to think about deeply, only to find out it was wrong.