In my left, I always felt like I’ve never made the best choice. Let alone choose one.

I always felt like life forced me to always compromise, defer, and to accept that things would never work in my way, ever.

I was eating at barbeque restaurant when I saw a student passing by wearing a jersey from the university I wanted to get into.

It triggered a lot of pent-up insecurity and emotion in me.

When I was in university, I never had the money to explore and eat at restaurants, join clubs, and do extra-curricular activities.

I never had the opportunity to prepare for entrance exams, get to pick out my own program I really want, and simply live life as a young student.

It sucks. It really does. And, it always boiled down to one thing. I didn’t have money.

Once in a while, I act up looking back at my life where I could’ve gotten an huge jumpstart in my career – life in general – if I had just been born in a richer family.