Hindi ko alam bakit, pero corned beef talaga yung pinaka-versatile na de lata para sakin. Pang maramihan kasi to eh. Yung pang big boy. Pwede siya kainin kahit painitin mo lang, prito mo, o kaya naman gawin mong sahog sa gagawin mong pagkain. Naging malapit sa buhay ko yung corned beef dahil sa isang pagkain. … Continue reading Corned Beef
I suck at talking to someone who has authority.
I don't know if it's because of the way I was raised, or was it because I find them annoying as I grew older. But, I really am annoyed at those who has higher authority. Be it professors, parents, aunts, uncles, policemen, anyone really. I get this feeling in my head that I just can't … Continue reading I suck at talking to someone who has authority.
Finally, a win.
I've been struggling for the past few months, I've been burdened about the lack of money our family has, and it's weighing a massive toll on me. My siblings are trying their best to get some form of income, but, to their best interests, that has yet to bear fruit. I'm a middle child with … Continue reading Finally, a win.
My younger brother inspires me.
My younger brother wasn't able to go to college because we lacked the funds. He didn't have good grades either, but he was willing to bet everything on his future. He tried everything to get a better life. Be it joining crypto, starting business ventures, and unknowingly joined a pyramid scheme. All of these things. … Continue reading My younger brother inspires me.
Friends
Dude, I'm so blessed to have amazing friends. I just can't believe that I have this support group. It's as if I used up all the luck in my lifetime to have these people in my life. These guys are special. I know it and I feel it. It's just sad that I'm not able … Continue reading Friends
Why I Used to Avoid Barbershops
When I was a kid, I used to avoid barbershops all the time. Whenever I’m in one, they would always give me the shittiest haircut that made me want to be bald instead. It made me insecure about my hair through elementary and high school, but what can I do? It was all we can … Continue reading Why I Used to Avoid Barbershops
I never tell anyone.
I've learned a lesson that I should never tell other people what I'm going to do, especially goals and ambitions. Yeah, some of them will support me, and they'll hold me accountable, but I sometimes I just drop my goals and pursue another that's more reasonable. I don't people to be disappointed, you know? I … Continue reading I never tell anyone.
I entered a Weird Rabbit Hole
I was on my desk looking over a pile of scratch papers filled with mathematical equations, when I began to browse YouTube, on my phone, to rest my deflated brain. On my recommendations, I saw a thumbnail of an anime girl with the title containing the word 'Filipino'. Curious, I clicked on the video and … Continue reading I entered a Weird Rabbit Hole
Talent Shows
My elementary teacher decided that we would be having a talent show tomorrow. My classmates were excited, but I, on the other hand, was soaked in cold sweat. I always dreaded talent shows because I didn't have any talent to show off. I can't do anything at all. I can't draw, juggle balls, dance, nor … Continue reading Talent Shows
Put the whole world on mute
Life can get overwhelming at times. The pressure from your relatives. The extreme judgement of others when you make a mistake. The lack of money to be able to pay rent, bills, and food. The pressure to perform at the highest level. The inability to get a secure job. The unnecessary stress that was put … Continue reading Put the whole world on mute