When I finished doing my portfolio.I knew it was empty as hell.I need to create more projects, get involved in my community and at school.I need to do some extracurricular activities.It's funny to think that a resume would actually make me do action for my future.That's a weird piece of document.
give me the money.
It's no secret. I like money.Money can bring you a lot of shit.It's cool.
inactivity
Being bored out of your mind can lead you to do some weird shit.
‘The Forest’ is a nice game
I know it's late and all, but my friends and I started playing "The Forest".It was fun as hell. I thought it would be one of those generic games where you get tired of it immediately.This one is actually really fun.Looking forward to finish the game in its entirety.
feeling of incompetence
I saw another self-taught developer who studied for 8 months did better than most developers that studied in University.That's so fucking so sad man.Look at the man. He's so skilled!I'm incredibly envious!I hope to be as good as him.
so much to learn
I've barely scratched the surface of my career.It feels like there's a whole lot out there and I only know so little.
i don’t know what’s going on anymore.
Like what I've said before, I feel overwhelmed on the amount of shit happening.I'm losing my mind. I'm legit losing my mind.I hope I can somewhat figure things out.
terrible thoughts
I really don't like the way that I act when I'm pissed.I don't feel like myself.I don't want to use the excuse that I'm not in control of myself when I'm angry.I really need to improve how I manage my anger.I know this could be detrimental to my relationships with my peers and family.
Backlog
I created a huge backlog of short posts that could last for a whole month.Now that's an achievement.Well, is it though?The posts aren't high quality to be considered posts.Welp.Whatever. A post is a post.In this case, it's a short thought.
i shouldn’t encase myself with my friends
I should look forward for other people and allow them to my life.I have amazing sets of friends, but I never really got to know them well.I have a super close friend group, but I want to have other friend groups outside that close friend group.I want to go beyond and explore more about people.I … Continue reading i shouldn’t encase myself with my friends