Wala pa talaga ako nagagawa sa buhay ko. Wala pa akong mapakita sa mundo na ito ginawa ko. Wala man lang akong nalapag na ebidensya na nabubuhay ako sa mundo na to. Wala ba ako kayang mabigay? Ganito na lang nga ba ako habang buhay? Men, lagi na lang ganito. Ayoko kumilos kasi nakakatakot parang … Continue reading Nakakainis na buhay
2020 Week Review: June 14 – June 20
2020 Week Review: June 14 – June 20 Here’s the basic rundown for the week. I don’t want this to be too long nor confusing, and I don’t have the energy to exert any letter out. I got my motivation in doing Pixel Art back.Great progress in terms of the house.Had a fight with my … Continue reading 2020 Week Review: June 14 – June 20
Pixel Art – Week 14: Gaining Motivation
This week, I really forced myself to make pixel art even if it sucked ass. I started with basic stickmen to at least get something done even if it was low effort. I counted it as a pixel art since I really did practice my fundamentals about lines. However, I got so bored and sick … Continue reading Pixel Art – Week 14: Gaining Motivation
2020 Week Review: June 7 – June 13
I don’t want to speak some embarrassing shit this week review. I want to keep things simple and short this time, so I’ll try my best to be concise this time. So, I want to talk about a few things regarding the situation in my family. So far, everything has been doing well. I’ve been … Continue reading 2020 Week Review: June 7 – June 13
Pixel Art – Week 13: Losing Motivation
Seeing no progress in my art is seriously demotivating. I don’t want to make art anymore. One of the reasons is because I don’t produce art that I genuinely like. All my output so far are total shit. I always question myself on why I can’t produce an art that’s satisfactory or aesthetic. MAAAN... The … Continue reading Pixel Art – Week 13: Losing Motivation
Pixel Art – Week 12: Attempting Portraits
Portrait Attempts This week was nothing special. I tried new things and ended up being bored. Recently, I’m becoming more frustrated since I’m not improving at all. I don’t see any type of qualitative progress from each of my work. It feels like its incomplete and so fucking lame. I’m not gonna lie, it really … Continue reading Pixel Art – Week 12: Attempting Portraits
2020 Week Review: May 31 – June 6
I never planned to do miss a week but it ended up as such. I don’t blame the circumstance. I only blame myself for not doing so despite having the time to do it. I guess the reason for not doing it was to avoid the topics that came across my mind. I guess I … Continue reading 2020 Week Review: May 31 – June 6
2020 Week Review: May 24 – May 30
A week of no progress, this week was my examination week and if I’m going to be honest, I did pretty bad. I didn’t excel like I used to before and I can’t blame it to anybody else but myself. I felt guilty not studying for the test at all, thanks to my reading addiction. … Continue reading 2020 Week Review: May 24 – May 30
2020 Week Review: May 17 – May 23
For this weekly review, I have a lot of things to talk about. I don’t know if I’m able to write to them all down. It depends whether the first to tap out are my hands or my head. I want to get things out of my system. It’s like a mental dump as you … Continue reading 2020 Week Review: May 17 – May 23
Pixel Art – Week 10: Expanding
I didn’t do much this week. I wasn’t preoccupied or anything at all. I just didn’t want to move. I want to make something but my body rejects it. I feel unmotivated and such. But that doesn’t concern this review. For this week, I tried making things on a 64 x 64 canvas. I thought … Continue reading Pixel Art – Week 10: Expanding
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