There’s no getting around it. It’s the only thing that guarantees success. Brute force. To overcommit for the long run and having dogged faith in your evolving process. To overdeliver in every capacity to those who you want to witness your value. To die trying.
Short Thoughts
Sometimes, you just want to let your brain fart and say do what it wants. This category is basically my brain’s toilet.
The College Friend I Respect The Most
I was having a lot of trouble recently. I've been barely keeping up with our thesis, and our group is on its way to finishing it without me. I felt bad, really bad. I don't want to be a God damn freeloader. I never want to be that guy. I always wanted to be the … Continue reading The College Friend I Respect The Most
Post and Post and Post
The philosophy of my life changed when I’ve finally decided to take control of my life. It wasn’t an overnight decision. It was a lot of pent-up frustration and continued forward movement that broke the camel's back, which allowed me to step further to the next level. I’ve decided to produce and produce and produce … Continue reading Post and Post and Post
Hopes for the Future
I have high hopes for the future, and it’s looking very bright. Just yesterday, I was throwing chairs and slamming desks, frustrated by my inability. But, I made peace with it somehow. I realized the reason I’m angry is not because the world pushes me around like some ragdoll, but because I refused to stand … Continue reading Hopes for the Future
I’ll Forever Remember This Moment
I’ll always remember this moment in time when I'm relatively poor. Imagine having a shelter above your head and technology and internet within your grasp, but only to barely scrape by to pay for internet, and bills. I'm so ashamed of myself. Despite having the leverage to earn money online and propel my career, I … Continue reading I’ll Forever Remember This Moment
Rest
Resting is such a mood. I just want to rest every single day. But if you’re resting every time, it feels so god damn miserable.
The Content Playground
I have this in my mind for days now, and I can't get rid off it. I'm thinking about creating a content playground with WordPress. Creating that concept would validate my content a lot faster. That way, I know which posts work and won't work. I think it's great idea. It's basically me fucking around … Continue reading The Content Playground
My Favorite Programming Language
In my first steps being a software developer, I started with Python, as suggested by multiple YouTube channels. I bought a course about the language and started learning. I did some of my own projects, but I eventually got bored after doing my main project. It was only after a few months before I tried … Continue reading My Favorite Programming Language
The First Programming Project That Started It All
I remembered the first program I made, myself, opened my eyes to the possibilities of programming as a career. It was a simple project, but I was so proud of it. It was a simple To-Do console app built with Python. I know what you're thinking, "It's not a hard application at all." Yes, that's … Continue reading The First Programming Project That Started It All
I Lost My Mind Today
I was slamming desks and throwing chairs, because I was so upset with myself.