My younger brother wasn't able to go to college because we lacked the funds. He didn't have good grades either, but he was willing to bet everything on his future. He tried everything to get a better life. Be it joining crypto, starting business ventures, and unknowingly joined a pyramid scheme. All of these things. … Continue reading My younger brother inspires me.
Short Thoughts
Sometimes, you just want to let your brain fart and say do what it wants. This category is basically my brain’s toilet.
Friends
Dude, I'm so blessed to have amazing friends. I just can't believe that I have this support group. It's as if I used up all the luck in my lifetime to have these people in my life. These guys are special. I know it and I feel it. It's just sad that I'm not able … Continue reading Friends
Why I Used to Avoid Barbershops
When I was a kid, I used to avoid barbershops all the time. Whenever I’m in one, they would always give me the shittiest haircut that made me want to be bald instead. It made me insecure about my hair through elementary and high school, but what can I do? It was all we can … Continue reading Why I Used to Avoid Barbershops
I never tell anyone.
I've learned a lesson that I should never tell other people what I'm going to do, especially goals and ambitions. Yeah, some of them will support me, and they'll hold me accountable, but I sometimes I just drop my goals and pursue another that's more reasonable. I don't people to be disappointed, you know? I … Continue reading I never tell anyone.
I entered a Weird Rabbit Hole
I was on my desk looking over a pile of scratch papers filled with mathematical equations, when I began to browse YouTube, on my phone, to rest my deflated brain. On my recommendations, I saw a thumbnail of an anime girl with the title containing the word 'Filipino'. Curious, I clicked on the video and … Continue reading I entered a Weird Rabbit Hole
Put the whole world on mute
Life can get overwhelming at times. The pressure from your relatives. The extreme judgement of others when you make a mistake. The lack of money to be able to pay rent, bills, and food. The pressure to perform at the highest level. The inability to get a secure job. The unnecessary stress that was put … Continue reading Put the whole world on mute
When do dreams change?
Dreams change all the time. Your dreams as a child will never be the same as you see more of the world. Dreams change through our circumstance, that’s a fact. Today, my dream is to be able to write stories every day, even if it’s nonsense. My dream is to be noticed and made to … Continue reading When do dreams change?
To force or not to force.
I was thinking of writing another personal story, where I'll share something that changed my perspective. These stories typically do well and people do like them. Also, the analytics supports this as well. With all that in mind. I still wasn't feeling it at all. I really don't want to write the story. But, I … Continue reading To force or not to force.
My Biggest Motivator
It’s been a rough year. My motivation is always on and off, and I always wanted to do better, but never really had the courage to get past my fear and self-doubt. Knowing that I was in a rough spot mentally, emotionally, and physically, I knew I had to do something. Using the lessons from … Continue reading My Biggest Motivator
So confusing, very confusing.
Fuck me in the ass. I’m receiving too much information, and I don’t know how to process them at the moment. It’s all conflicting. Everything is. Everything that I’ve read, studied, lived, and experience are always in a state of conflict every time I read a book about something. It’s always been like this, and … Continue reading So confusing, very confusing.
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