Courage. Courage is the ability acknowledge that your afraid of something, yet you face it anyway. You know there's something more important than being afraid.
Short Thoughts
Sometimes, you just want to let your brain fart and say do what it wants. This category is basically my brain’s toilet.
Why I don’t like telling people that I read self-help books
I don't like telling people that I read self-help books. Why? Because, when I share and nothing significant happened to my life after reading all those books, then what value did I gain from those books? They know it didn't work on me, yet here I am, preaching all about it with nothing to show … Continue reading Why I don’t like telling people that I read self-help books
What do I like to talk about today?
Should I talk about League of Legends? Should I talk about the first week of December? Should I talk about the stress of not knowing anything and be given the responsibility to take over while not doing anything? Should I talk about being excited for my friend’s birthday? I really don’t know. I don’t want … Continue reading What do I like to talk about today?
late walks
I remember walking down a road with a bag of burgers on hand. I was about to go home, but I decided to take a turn on a dark empty street. I don't know why I did but it felt right. I walked around mindlessly while I ate my burger. I let the wandering thoughts … Continue reading late walks
burgers and uncertainty
I had this weird thought last night when I was thinking about burgers. It was in the middle of the night and I began to think about burgers. Why do I like them? Why do I crave them? I was thinking of how much I love the way it's so compact, the way it fits … Continue reading burgers and uncertainty
tough days
I don't even know what the hell I'm doing anymore. It feels like I'm always being swept by circumstance and never felt in control. I'm always second guessing myself that I fail to perform in a level where I can perform. It's such a sad state
Alistar
If you’ve been playing League of Legends, you’ve probably heard or even encountered this champion in Summoner’s Rift. For those who don’t know anything about League of Legends, this guy is a huge ass blue minotaur. It’s a supportive champion that provides crowd control such as stun and displacements. This champion is my favorite out … Continue reading Alistar
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It's okay to stop and breathe. Collect yourself and start again with a single step.
recordings
I tried recording a short essay of mine and it was super cringe. It's not that I hate my voice, but I hated how I delivered it. It sounded so unprofessional. I sounded like someone reading a book rather than having a conversation like I envisioned in my mind. Damn, who knew it could be … Continue reading recordings
changing habits
For this week, I was trying to sleep properly and on time. It was hard. When I wanted to sleep early, there were thoughts popping out of my head reminding me of the things that I have to do. I had to tone that done by a ton. I was having anxiety by laying on … Continue reading changing habits