Ever since I’ve accepted that internship, I knew I lost control over my future. It’s been three weeks, since I’ve submitted my documents. And, I haven’t heard a single thing from the company. I have no idea what tools I’m working with, who I’m working with, and what department I’ll be staying at. Everything is … Continue reading How an Act of Desperation Taught Me About Control
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Kapaligiran
Alam ko na implupluwensiyan ako ng kapaligiran ko. Kadalasan nasisipagan ako gumawa ng mga gawain, ipagbuti aking pag-aaral, atsaka simulan ang mga bagay na gustong-gusto kong simulan. Pero tuwing nakikita ko ang mga kapatid at tatay ko na para bang sumuko na sa kahirapan ng buhay, tinatamad na rin akong gumalaw. Ano ang silbi ng … Continue reading Kapaligiran
Joining a community.
I’ve always found it hard to join a community. No, not because it’s hard to find one nor hard to enter. It’s that my anxiety makes it so much harder to join. The thoughts in my head are always questions of doubt. What if I don’t get accepted? What if I can’t pull through? It’s … Continue reading Joining a community.