The biggest thing that I've learned in the past few years is to never force anything that you don't want to do. Go with the flow as they say. Although I do believe that going with whatever nature has in store for us incredibly liberating, it's also the reason why I became complacent, unproductive, and … Continue reading Go with the flow, but guide the flow
Growth
Moving on
It's really hard to confess to someone, but it's even more difficult to move on. It's been a very long time since I had feelings for another woman, so it was really hard to move on. Eventually, I learned through a friend of mine to never reminisce. Never look back on the good times, never … Continue reading Moving on
Giving a Flower
I was in the office holding a rose in my hand. I had all the intention to give the person I like flowers ever since the beginning of the week. I stood outside the room where she was eating and I felt my breath hastening. I felt my body shaking and my arms sweating. I … Continue reading Giving a Flower
Just Realized
It wasn't only until the end of January that I began to realize that I could do whatever I wanted as long as I'm not hurting anybody. Let me explain. For the longest time, I've always asked for permission. Do you want this? Do you want that? Want me to get this for you? Do … Continue reading Just Realized
Protein Sources
Last night, I was taking my time researching for other protein sources. Why? It's because I don't want to eat the same thing over and over again. Hell no, I'm going to eat boiled eggs, wheat bread, and chicken forever. I want variety. I want it now. So, I looked up for some and some … Continue reading Protein Sources
Counting Calories
Ever since the fiasco looking at my weight, I laid on my bed thinking about the number all the time. I can't help but think about it. Where did it go wrong? When did it all began? Where did I get reckless? Regardless of any question that bubbled in my head, it's suffice to say … Continue reading Counting Calories
Damn
Damn I was hard at work at the gym and I felt incredible. I felt strong. i was tired and out of gas. As I was about to reach for my bag to go home, I saw a weighing scale idly sitting by. It's been a while since I last weighed myself. So, I removed … Continue reading Damn
Supporting Lifestyle
At this point in my life, I'm trying to integrate the active lifestyle. This has always been the plan ever since high school, but I only recently had the money to support it. There are many facets to the active lifestyle, like your diet, activities, and habits. I always tried integrating the lifestyle, but I … Continue reading Supporting Lifestyle
Gym Subscription
I visited a few local gyms in my area. I always wanted to go to a gym ever since I was just a student. I didn't have the money to support the lifestyle, so I tuned off for quite a while. It wasn't until I had a job that I began to actually consider doing … Continue reading Gym Subscription
Branding
I've been thinking about being more active on social media. At the time of writing this, I'm still the hermit that I am. I don't use Instagram, X (Twitter), and Facebook all that much. I'm not really interested. Also, there's nothing for me to share at all. My life isn't all that interesting, yo! But … Continue reading Branding