Man, I just don't know how people do it! It's so hard to write scenarios from the imagination. If I'm the one writing them down, it feels impossible to capture the moment compared to an actual scenario in real life. I want to properly an imagined scene, but it looks like I have to stick … Continue reading Writing Fiction is Hard
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Conversations with my sister
Having a conversation with my elder sister is like walking on eggshells One wrong statement would destroy all rapport you built up to build the relationship. It's honestly a hassle. A real pain in the ass to deal with. How can you build a relationship when you disregard the conversation when you find one thing … Continue reading Conversations with my sister
changing the circumstance
I was reading As a Man Thinketh by James Allen the other night. I was gaining a lot insights from it and I was having a blast taking notes and reflecting about my life. But, I stumbled upon a sentence that hit me like a truck. Men are anxious to improve their circumstances, but are … Continue reading changing the circumstance
productivity
I'm not really a productive person everyday.There are days where I want to relax and take a break.When I take a break, I'm back to full energy when I'm going to work on a project.It's hard for me to work on something so heavy and stressful every single day.I did that once, it lead to … Continue reading productivity
Devour is such a hard game
When my friends and I are playing the Asylum stage, it felt impossible.It was really hard.However, we had the consensus that this game was worth every cash we spent on it.It was fun and it made us sweat, literally.It's so good.Every session of Devour made us feel drained.It's a weird feeling10 / 10 would play … Continue reading Devour is such a hard game
Joining a community.
I’ve always found it hard to join a community. No, not because it’s hard to find one nor hard to enter. It’s that my anxiety makes it so much harder to join. The thoughts in my head are always questions of doubt. What if I don’t get accepted? What if I can’t pull through? It’s … Continue reading Joining a community.
Mental barriers can go f*ck themselves.
The real enemy is yourself. Mental barriers are personal battles. That’s why they are always hard. To some people my mental barrier seems easy, but to me it’s a different story. It’s hard for me to ask someone, what if they think I’m a nuisance. It’s hard for me to share my writing and art, … Continue reading Mental barriers can go f*ck themselves.
We always wanted to be good
To be good at something. Doing something so easily and so professionally. That’s the dream. Doing something hard so effortlessly is intoxicating. But being so good to do that, takes a lot of time being bad. It sucks.