I was in the office holding a rose in my hand. I had all the intention to give the person I like flowers ever since the beginning of the week. I stood outside the room where she was eating and I felt my breath hastening. I felt my body shaking and my arms sweating. I … Continue reading Giving a Flower
improvement
Writing Spree
I don't know what took over me for the past couple of days, but I'm on fire. I've been consistently writing every day, and this is one of my goals. I've always struggled writing outside of my daily journal entries and crash-and-burn sessions, but this time? It feels like I'm not forcing myself to write. … Continue reading Writing Spree
Counting Calories
Ever since the fiasco looking at my weight, I laid on my bed thinking about the number all the time. I can't help but think about it. Where did it go wrong? When did it all began? Where did I get reckless? Regardless of any question that bubbled in my head, it's suffice to say … Continue reading Counting Calories
Damn
Damn I was hard at work at the gym and I felt incredible. I felt strong. i was tired and out of gas. As I was about to reach for my bag to go home, I saw a weighing scale idly sitting by. It's been a while since I last weighed myself. So, I removed … Continue reading Damn
Supporting Lifestyle
At this point in my life, I'm trying to integrate the active lifestyle. This has always been the plan ever since high school, but I only recently had the money to support it. There are many facets to the active lifestyle, like your diet, activities, and habits. I always tried integrating the lifestyle, but I … Continue reading Supporting Lifestyle
Gym Subscription
I visited a few local gyms in my area. I always wanted to go to a gym ever since I was just a student. I didn't have the money to support the lifestyle, so I tuned off for quite a while. It wasn't until I had a job that I began to actually consider doing … Continue reading Gym Subscription
Branding
I've been thinking about being more active on social media. At the time of writing this, I'm still the hermit that I am. I don't use Instagram, X (Twitter), and Facebook all that much. I'm not really interested. Also, there's nothing for me to share at all. My life isn't all that interesting, yo! But … Continue reading Branding
Run Anton! Run!
This 15-minute investment that I'm currently doing might be one of the best decisions that I've made in my entire life. It's good that I'm finally able to incorporate this into my life. I'm just happy that I've begun doing it. Of course, there are days when I wish I could've done it sooner, but … Continue reading Run Anton! Run!
Clarity
I sat down and listed down all the action plans I needed to do for the rest of the quarter. Yes, there's no definite date or goal in mind. It's basically a series of actions that I have to do. So, yeah. Sometime soon, maybe, I'll be able to finally put some date into those … Continue reading Clarity
Someone to talk to
I had an awful week. I was burnt out, heartbroken, and overall a mess. My head was jumbled and I couldn't get my thoughts straight. I was awake and doing my work, but I was barely productive. It was awful. It wasn't until I did nothing that day and talked to my colleagues. I talked … Continue reading Someone to talk to