Three days before New Year’s Eve, I was outside buying food, thinking about my future. Uncertainty, demotivation, and deliberate inaction were mountains I shouldered on a daily basis, and I have no idea what’s going on. I also don’t have any plans to do anything about it too. Over the months, I felt that my … Continue reading The Moment Where A Single Child Changed My View on Passion
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Not finishing what you started.
I’ve been there. I started a project out of passion and interest. Eventually, the motivation faded and left the project behind the dust. I’ve done that so many times that I sometimes feel discouraged to start a new one. I’ve kept it a habit of not finishing that I’m afraid to start anything, since I … Continue reading Not finishing what you started.
Starting something you’re not good at sucks.
I’ll make a painting. Oh man, it doesn’t look good. I guess painting isn’t for me. I’ll answer this coding problem. Oh man, this is too hard. I guess competitive programming isn’t for me. I’ll write my own story. Oh man, this story is too shitty and boring! I guess I’m not cut out to … Continue reading Starting something you’re not good at sucks.
2020 Week Review: May 17 – May 23
For this weekly review, I have a lot of things to talk about. I don’t know if I’m able to write to them all down. It depends whether the first to tap out are my hands or my head. I want to get things out of my system. It’s like a mental dump as you … Continue reading 2020 Week Review: May 17 – May 23
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