The biggest thing that I've learned in the past few years is to never force anything that you don't want to do. Go with the flow as they say. Although I do believe that going with whatever nature has in store for us incredibly liberating, it's also the reason why I became complacent, unproductive, and … Continue reading Go with the flow, but guide the flow
Writing
Giving a Flower
I was in the office holding a rose in my hand. I had all the intention to give the person I like flowers ever since the beginning of the week. I stood outside the room where she was eating and I felt my breath hastening. I felt my body shaking and my arms sweating. I … Continue reading Giving a Flower
Just Realized
It wasn't only until the end of January that I began to realize that I could do whatever I wanted as long as I'm not hurting anybody. Let me explain. For the longest time, I've always asked for permission. Do you want this? Do you want that? Want me to get this for you? Do … Continue reading Just Realized
Obsidian
For the longest time, I was always using Word as my default word processor. I've used this for all my homework, projects, and everything you can imagine. I used it for my journal entries, crash and burn sessions, and some of my short thoughts. It wasn't until my computer started dying and slowly becoming so … Continue reading Obsidian
Writing Spree
I don't know what took over me for the past couple of days, but I'm on fire. I've been consistently writing every day, and this is one of my goals. I've always struggled writing outside of my daily journal entries and crash-and-burn sessions, but this time? It feels like I'm not forcing myself to write. … Continue reading Writing Spree
Counting Calories
Ever since the fiasco looking at my weight, I laid on my bed thinking about the number all the time. I can't help but think about it. Where did it go wrong? When did it all began? Where did I get reckless? Regardless of any question that bubbled in my head, it's suffice to say … Continue reading Counting Calories
Damn
Damn I was hard at work at the gym and I felt incredible. I felt strong. i was tired and out of gas. As I was about to reach for my bag to go home, I saw a weighing scale idly sitting by. It's been a while since I last weighed myself. So, I removed … Continue reading Damn
Supporting Lifestyle
At this point in my life, I'm trying to integrate the active lifestyle. This has always been the plan ever since high school, but I only recently had the money to support it. There are many facets to the active lifestyle, like your diet, activities, and habits. I always tried integrating the lifestyle, but I … Continue reading Supporting Lifestyle
Gym Subscription
I visited a few local gyms in my area. I always wanted to go to a gym ever since I was just a student. I didn't have the money to support the lifestyle, so I tuned off for quite a while. It wasn't until I had a job that I began to actually consider doing … Continue reading Gym Subscription
Branding
I've been thinking about being more active on social media. At the time of writing this, I'm still the hermit that I am. I don't use Instagram, X (Twitter), and Facebook all that much. I'm not really interested. Also, there's nothing for me to share at all. My life isn't all that interesting, yo! But … Continue reading Branding