This is what I’m practicing right now.

Allowing myself to be vulnerable and to risk more in relationships.

I’ve been the type of person who would close off relationships because I was too suspicious or I would think it wouldn’t work out.

I growing out of that slowly.

I used to do this, but my progress halted. When I was too vulnerable and made others too uncomfortable.

I should’ve just acknowledged them and moved on and continue being vulnerable.

Instead, that bothered me for two years until I thought about “just doing it.”

I’ve been happier in the past 3 months than I’ve ever been in those past two years.

What the hell was I thinking?