For the past few months already, I've been working on losing weight to 82kg. I was hyper focused on doing this goal. However, with all the shit I'm doing, I burned out. I was really focusing on my physical health and didn't include other areas of health such as my mental health. So, I readjusted … Continue reading health goals
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vulnerability
This is what I'm practicing right now. Allowing myself to be vulnerable and to risk more in relationships. I've been the type of person who would close off relationships because I was too suspicious or I would think it wouldn't work out. I growing out of that slowly. I used to do this, but my … Continue reading vulnerability
cleanliness
It is important to me that my immediate surroundings are clean and organized. It gives me peace of mind and a sense of control. A little space where everything is in order and everything is alright. I don't understand why people can't bother to clean their immediate surroundings. It's honestly pretty simple really. You clean … Continue reading cleanliness
preparation
I'm about to start my new semester and I have to get my shit together. I know that I have a list of activities that I do in a daily basis that I have to remove when the semester starts. That's why I have to prepare in advance and adapt myself before it does. It's … Continue reading preparation
Wanting to quit
There was a moment in time, during my project, where I wanted to quit. I regretted that I started a project way beyond my skills (I didn’t know at the time). I know that I could do it, but the expected time it took to create the project took way too long. Eventually, I pushed … Continue reading Wanting to quit
talks
Yesterday, I had an amazing conversation with my friend. We talked about the future of country, how religion affects our personal lives, atheism, the future of struggling kids. It's such an amazing experience to share ideas with someone and to learn more about their perspective. I had such an amazing time that I didn't even … Continue reading talks
simple self-sacrifice
I've been thinking a lot lately. Actually not that much. But, I've been thinking of ways to better the relationships with my siblings. I've thought of us playing games, me listening to their thoughts and ideas, supporting their dreams, and all that shit. But, I find those things too hard at the moment. I want … Continue reading simple self-sacrifice
no results
It's hard to continue what I'm doing without it showing results. Sometimes, I wonder if what I'm doing is going to matter in the long run. Am I just wasting time? Am I wasting my efforts? I know and feel that what I'm doing is the right path I need to go. Sigh... I'm going … Continue reading no results
misunderstood
I tried reaching out to my professor whether it was advisable to do an internship this school year. I'm an incoming third year this academic year. I did that so that I could ask for someone he could refer me to so that I can ask them for advice and encouragement that me lead to … Continue reading misunderstood
relationships
I've decided that I wanted to have more friends from different fields of study. I have a close friend group, but I want to go out of that so I can learn more about other people. It's always been fascinating to me how a lot of people have different stories. So to create more friendships, … Continue reading relationships
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