I decided to make a video reviewing the past 20 years of my existence. I know that I might die tomorrow or some other day to some stupid accident, so I said fuck it. It's a simple video really. Just 5 minute summary of what I've done and what I could've done better. No regrets, … Continue reading making a video in preparation for my death
trying a new game
My friends and I are playing a new game. It's called 'Green Hell.' We've recently bought it and currently trying it out. So, my first impression about the game is that it's interesting. The tutorial was a fucking hassle not gonna lie. When we got to the actual game, it was like a punch to … Continue reading trying a new game
prime opportunity
12AM - 5AM. That's the best time frame to reflect about your life. Everyone's asleep and nobody's going to bother you. It's perfect set up for deep introspection. Whenever I'm not asleep by this time, I try my best to make use of this time to think. It could be anything really. It doesn't really … Continue reading prime opportunity
quick recovery
I got sick last night. I tried looking for medicine, but there weren't any. So, I decided to get some sleep instead. I slept and kept waking up every hour. It was getting annoying. I was waiting for stores to open so I could buy medicine. After some hours, my brother went out of his … Continue reading quick recovery
one thing i’m good at
Whenever people ask what I'm good at, I always reply "my ability to question my life." Some people would take it as a joke and laugh about it, but I'm dead serious. I just really like to question my life. The decisions I've made, the things that I could've done better, my path moving forward, … Continue reading one thing i’m good at
pot of gold
Yesterday, I had an extremely lucky opportunity. I was invited to join a group of hardworking students for our thesis. I agreed to join them without hesitation. I believe that this would be an opportunity to gain more friends and connections in the future. I'm just honored to be invited to that group since I … Continue reading pot of gold
library
I always dreamed of having a library when I'm older. I want that shit to be filled with really good fucking books. An atmosphere of calmness and serenity. Just imagining it puts my heart at ease. Well, I'm working towards it.
buddy, you don’t need alcohol to have fun.
A classmate of mine once said that I should go drink alcohol and go to parties to experience a lot of fun. I mean I understand the sentiment, but I have my own set of reasons why I don't want to drink alcohol and do those shit. Sometimes, a little bit of music and a … Continue reading buddy, you don’t need alcohol to have fun.
reading contradiction
When I want to read something new, I l always looked something reasonable that has a hardworking and logical main character. Often times, I do get these stories and most of the time they bore me. Not necessarily because they are bad, but it's because of me. Although I have this need and craving for … Continue reading reading contradiction
dying man
I saw a dying man yesterday. He was the apartment's caretaker. I saw him with other people watching as he struggled to breathe. The others were panicking and we didn't know what to do. Hospitals weren't accepting and local officials weren't responding. I saw the man vomit blood. Black blood. The moment I saw it, … Continue reading dying man