For the past two days, I was burnt out as fuck. So, I decided to binge read a lot of comics and web novels that I found interesting. I'm really glad that I did that. Wooh! My mental is back baby! Anyways, yeah. I do feel bad about two unproductive days but whatever. Those two … Continue reading reading binge.
start of semester
The new semester is starting tomorrow and I'm not feeling it all. I don't want to study dull lectures and all that crap. My vacation was amazing and I did tons of shit. But, now that I have this obligation that I need to excel at. I would have to remove some of those to … Continue reading start of semester
job
I've been looking for jobs that my friend can apply to. He is an important friend of mine and I want to alleviate his situation. I know that I can only help so little and this is the best thing that I can do for now. I hope that I can find one soon.
health goals
For the past few months already, I've been working on losing weight to 82kg. I was hyper focused on doing this goal. However, with all the shit I'm doing, I burned out. I was really focusing on my physical health and didn't include other areas of health such as my mental health. So, I readjusted … Continue reading health goals
vulnerability
This is what I'm practicing right now. Allowing myself to be vulnerable and to risk more in relationships. I've been the type of person who would close off relationships because I was too suspicious or I would think it wouldn't work out. I growing out of that slowly. I used to do this, but my … Continue reading vulnerability
cleanliness
It is important to me that my immediate surroundings are clean and organized. It gives me peace of mind and a sense of control. A little space where everything is in order and everything is alright. I don't understand why people can't bother to clean their immediate surroundings. It's honestly pretty simple really. You clean … Continue reading cleanliness
preparation
I'm about to start my new semester and I have to get my shit together. I know that I have a list of activities that I do in a daily basis that I have to remove when the semester starts. That's why I have to prepare in advance and adapt myself before it does. It's … Continue reading preparation
Wanting to quit
There was a moment in time, during my project, where I wanted to quit. I regretted that I started a project way beyond my skills (I didn’t know at the time). I know that I could do it, but the expected time it took to create the project took way too long. Eventually, I pushed … Continue reading Wanting to quit
talks
Yesterday, I had an amazing conversation with my friend. We talked about the future of country, how religion affects our personal lives, atheism, the future of struggling kids. It's such an amazing experience to share ideas with someone and to learn more about their perspective. I had such an amazing time that I didn't even … Continue reading talks
simple self-sacrifice
I've been thinking a lot lately. Actually not that much. But, I've been thinking of ways to better the relationships with my siblings. I've thought of us playing games, me listening to their thoughts and ideas, supporting their dreams, and all that shit. But, I find those things too hard at the moment. I want … Continue reading simple self-sacrifice
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