I know that I have things to do. But, my head starts hurting whenever I think I’m about doing them. It makes me want to stop working on it, even though I haven’t started working yet. This feeling sucks. The anticipation of pain when your about to do the work. When in reality, there’s no … Continue reading Delaying work
wow… that was amazing!
I’ve recently watched a playthrough of “Before Your Eyes.” It was an amazing experience! Most especially the ending. I really had a pleasant time watching it.
Reinforcing beliefs that I already have.
This is such a dangerous mindset to be in. Rather than looking for possible perspectives for a discussion to be more factual, I sometimes reinforce my already existing beliefs. This is so toxic and wrong. This is something that I always try my best to be mindful every time, whenever I search for information. The … Continue reading Reinforcing beliefs that I already have.
Being proven wrong.
Sometimes, it feels so defeating to be proven wrong. It feel like my ego’s been stepped on and crushed. But I know what’s more important, it’s to be correct than to stick with the wrong belief and answer. It’s better to be a fool now and be corrected, than to be a fool for a … Continue reading Being proven wrong.
A single piece of encouragement goes a long way.
It feels good to receive good feedback from time to time. A single compliment or encouragement can really change my day. It makes me so motivated to do more. Sometimes, it’s stuck with me for the rest of day, especially when I know it’s genuine.
A Good Shower
Have you ever gotten out of a good shower? It felt like your soul and body being cleansed? Yeah, I love that feeling every time. I always feel like a new born baby.
Cleaning
Cleaning is a delight. The same way with writing. It lightens up my soul when things are organized and neat. Everything is in order and in reach. Cleaning for me is taking control in an uncontrollable world. It is my tool for staying grounded and patient. It is satisfying when it’s done. It gives me … Continue reading Cleaning
The frustration of wanting something
I want to leave my house in the next three years. However, I haven’t done anything yet. I don’t have a job, nor do I know how and where to get one. It’s kind of sucky to be honest. I know how to cook and care for myself, but I can’t leave because I don’t … Continue reading The frustration of wanting something
Better things to do.
There are a lot of things to do. I could clean the house, decorate the interior, study for tests but no. I don’t want to do those things. It’s boring. It’s not worthwhile. It kinda sucks too. Yeah. It’s still important to do though.
Addicted to the Internet
I don’t have anything to work for and do I don’t have a job. I’m a full-time student. I spend my unstructured days wandering around the internet. Watch videos. YouTube. Browse memes. Reddit. Chat. Messenger. I have lots of better things to do that’s for sure, but the thought of doing them kinda sucks. Then, … Continue reading Addicted to the Internet
Content Playground 