I sometimes wonder what people my age is doing right now. I know some are successful and some are hopeless blokes, but the rest lie in the middle. Are they staring at their phones all day? Are they working on a project? Are they in some sort of a predicament? Are they happy? Are they … Continue reading What are the other people in my age doing?
Contribution
I want to contribute to an open-source project, but I don’t where to. GitHub is a hubbub of projects that are public. That’s where the dilemma starts. I don’t even know where to begin. When I searched for a repository related to my language, Java, there aren’t any. There are some, but they are waaay … Continue reading Contribution
I haven’t been writing a lot lately, and I feel meh
There aren’t many moments that I get to write. If there were, I would use them to binge videos. I don’t have the will to write, you know? Sometimes, it feels like work and sometimes it’s all fun. But, the reason why I’m not writing is because I don’t want to. I don’t know what … Continue reading I haven’t been writing a lot lately, and I feel meh
The things you do for content everyday.
I’ve been posting consistently for the past 15 days already. There was engagement but now it lessened. Kinda sad but that’s okay. It wasn’t my intention anyway. My real intention is to practice consistency. I’ve been trying to dish out content for other platforms as well. It’s not all about writing but also about small … Continue reading The things you do for content everyday.
Joining a community.
I’ve always found it hard to join a community. No, not because it’s hard to find one nor hard to enter. It’s that my anxiety makes it so much harder to join. The thoughts in my head are always questions of doubt. What if I don’t get accepted? What if I can’t pull through? It’s … Continue reading Joining a community.
Breathe. Think. Adapt.
A phrase that I saw when I was reading a fiction from RoyalRoad. It’s a great phase to live by honestly. In overwhelming situations, using that mantra could be the one that would save your life. It focuses on your situation at the moment. It forces you to think of a solution. Then act upon … Continue reading Breathe. Think. Adapt.
Not finishing what you started.
I’ve been there. I started a project out of passion and interest. Eventually, the motivation faded and left the project behind the dust. I’ve done that so many times that I sometimes feel discouraged to start a new one. I’ve kept it a habit of not finishing that I’m afraid to start anything, since I … Continue reading Not finishing what you started.
What am I doing?
I’m 20. I haven’t done anything significant in my life. I’ve been playing around with shit. Yet, I’m not accomplishing anything. It’s so frustrating. It’s hard, you know? Comparing yourself to ones younger than you and one with the same age. They’ve accomplished so much. Look at me. I’m writing away my insecurities and frustrations … Continue reading What am I doing?
Mental barriers can go f*ck themselves.
The real enemy is yourself. Mental barriers are personal battles. That’s why they are always hard. To some people my mental barrier seems easy, but to me it’s a different story. It’s hard for me to ask someone, what if they think I’m a nuisance. It’s hard for me to share my writing and art, … Continue reading Mental barriers can go f*ck themselves.
Money can buy you happiness. You can’t convince me otherwise.
You can do so much with money. Focus on your hobbies, help people, do research, and your health. I can’t really understand why people say that it doesn’t buy happiness. I just can’t. Things would be a hundred times easier and convenient with money. I can only assume that people who say that line aren’t … Continue reading Money can buy you happiness. You can’t convince me otherwise.
Content Playground 